Today was the most amazing experience of my life...
I came to see Kathy thinking there was no way she could answer the 1,000 questions I had. Or even give me the inner strength I lost, back. But, instantly I felt ease with her. She gave me answers to questions that only my love could have answered. I asked Jimmy before I came to see her to answer one question that would let me know that this was real. I asked him "Did you really love me or was it something else?" I needed to know the love we had was real. I never asked Kathy. But, when she said "Jimmy wants me to tell you he loves you and it wasn't just that, he REALLY does love you." My heart became so calm and finally got to take a beat without pain. I could never tell Kathy how much today meant to me. I want to thank her for being his voice and letting me know everything will be okay. She honestly made me a believer in something I thought I could not believe in. She is something wonderful. I will definitely be seeing her again.